NORMAL. But I don't feel normal. I feel hysterical. I thought good news would relieve my stress but instead I'm feeling:
- frustrated - if nothing is wrong with me then why the fuck haven't I been able to get pregnant
- scared - what if my husband is the reason I can't get pregnant? I love him and I wouldn't want to have a baby without him. But seriously, I've planned on having a family the way other people plan on having a career. What will I do if this can't happen?
- alone - need I say more?